Losing and Remembering Sadie LeRae

Wow how the time has passed since you were born! You were born August 9, 2009! You and Jaxsun would be exactly 11 months apart! Your due date was Christmas! What amazing due date!?! We choose to place you in area where I would see you quite often! I loved how it is right by the main rode's, and I often think your watching the crazy traffic and people. I try to have a fun sense of humor at time when dealing with you being gone! At times I grieve more than other days, but I know God had a wonderful plan! He gave me to your daddy and I for almost thirty weeks in my womb. Then God wanted you back!
The night before your father and I were laying in bed watching you kick like crazy! Then the next morning around 500am you wanted to make an appearance. It was scary I will be honest. Your dad called 911, and they were on their way! I lay in the floor like the dispatcher said to do, and within a minute or two their were the firemen. Their were eight of them! They were so sweet, and they seemed scared just like me. That day was a blur. I remember them loading me in the ambulance sirens going crazy.
Then an older firefighter who look like he could be my dad; held my hand and looked at me. I knew he did not want to say a word, but all he said was "I'm so sorry".

I'm so sorry, I knew what that meant. Sadie, our third daughter was gone. The Lord took her from this earth and now is with him.

One thing that keeps me at peace, is knowing that she is with Jesus, and no more hurting. A week before hand on the ultrasound she had holes in heart. Also, they thought she would Autism or Down Syndrome. Which would be perfectly fine with me! I know it would be very difficult to see her in the hospital, etc. God had a plan for all of this!

Now she is singing and rejoicing with the angels and having a grand time!

Happy Birthday Sweet Girl! You would be three years old!